My love, my only

I love you so much...I hope you can see it in my eyes, and feel my love for you everytime I say it...I hope you know how much you mean to me and I hope you know that I would do anything to make our love stronger each and every day...

I love the way you smile and laugh and just being you... I can't explain the feeling I get when I see you that way...it's kind of like there's a smile on my heart. I can't help but wish that you stay laughing and smiling for the rest of your life, just being happy. I hope and pray that I can help you do that and be a part of your happiness...I hope that you and I will grow old together. I'm looking forward to walking by your side each and every day, I'm looking forward to holding your hand each and every day. I look forward to waking up to you next to me every morning and going to sleep next to you and in your arms each and every night...

I love the way you are with our kids. I can always see the love you have for them each and everytime you are with them. They love you so much and they love being around you. They are extremely lucky to have a man like you as their dad. You are the #1 DAD!

I hope and pray that you and I will be okay, that you and I will get thru anything and everything that our lives together bring. I hope and pray every night that you look at me the way you used to...I hope you see that these aren't lines I'm trying to feed you, but that this how I feel deep down in my heart and soul for you. I hope that things are never too late to work out with you and I...I want to always be your wife and for you to forever be my husband.

I thank you for giving me the chance to show you how much I love you and to show you that I don't want to be anywhere else but here - by your side, as your wife... I thank you for not giving up hope on me. I thank you for your patience and for your love. I know how much you love me and I hope you believe me when I say I love you... because I do!

I truly, madly, love you and I love us...I love our family...I love our life....

My loving monkeys

I love my adorable monkeys (kids) so much! We call them monkeys, not to be mean, but as a term of endermeant. They're just so crazy and they're always trying to do something crazy. Alyssa has always been more of a little dare devil I guess. She likes kiddie rides and rollercoasters and climbing and jumping of things. Tommy doesn't like that as much as she does, but he does like jumping off things that he shouldn't be jumping off of but he does anyway. They're crazy, silly and funny little monkeys and I love them so much!!!!! I don't know what or who'd I'd be this very day without them. They are my whole reason for being. Alyssa is 8 now and she's just getting so big and so opiniated about everything. She amazes me everyday. She's a good sister and an awesome daughter. Yes, she already has a little attitude of her own, as all girls have, but she's not too bad (yet). Right now, she's into collecting journals and stuffed animals. She loves music and singing. She loves to read and write stories and make up songs. She says she wants to be famous when she grows up and maybe she will be. She takes care of her brother and make sure he's okay. I think they both take care of each other and I love that! I love that if one is sad or fell down or something the other, will always ask "Are you okay?" It's just so sweet of them. Tommy is 6 and man he's starting to look like a real big kid. He used to have this baby look to him, but now he's getting taller and he's face is changing a little bit. He loves music too, rap and rock mostly. He has started to really like lowrider cars and hot rods. He says that when he gets older he wants a lowrider to make his own! He's funny and such a prankster (from his daddy of course). He's silly as can be but so sweet and caring too! He's my baby :) He's starting to care about the things he wears and how his hair looks and about shoes! I just love my monkeys!

Tomas' 31st Birthday Bash

Tomas' birthday is on Sunday and I'm super excited! I mean I'm always excited when it comes to his birthday :) This year I got him, what I think, is a really awesome gift and I can't wait to give it to him already! I've been holding on to his gift for about 5 months or more now and that's the longest I've ever kept his gift a secret - EVER! I've always caved in and gave him his gifts before I'm actually supposed to give them to him. I just have to wait two more days and I can finally give it to him. I can't wait to see the look on his face! Hopefully he'll really really like it. I love my babe and I just want to make his birthday super perfect and super awesome. I have to show him how much I appreciate him and how glad I am that he was brought into this life. He needs to know the importance of his existence and how life would never be the same without him in it. I love that man! And I just want to give him a great 31st birthday...He deserves it and much much more!